I should really update this page one of these days. Probably some time this summer.

The girl who was sitting next to me in the computer lab just left. She was pretty and smelled good.

I like female vocals like Azure Ray and Jejune. Those two are my new inspiration for living.

And now...
A NEW POEM!!! YAY!!

*My Dreams These Days*

Standing up late watching a candle burn to the end of the wick and then snuff out like it was punched in the chest
Sometimes I cry at how pathetic I am.

My dreams these days are happy and filled with fantasy - creativity
These days all I do is sit and wonder up at the moon's bright, shining, singing face
And I invent psalms and canticles to pry electronic eyes closed and positronic circuits blinking intermittenly

A song came to me in a dream and I tried to sing but only uttered a low hum filtered through a sustain/delay effect pedal and the system platform's standard reverb
I sand in a church and it must have been god singing back at me his/her universalist chorus

Sometimes when these gothic towers get too tight I jump! and then wake up right before I hit the hard ground at the bottom
These are all dreams
But I would like to marry an elf
She would bring me eternity and wishes and whims
We'd play badminton on a rope and lawn bowling and croquet
I think the new renaissance is coming

Isn't it about time we've declaired independance from something?
Corporate escapism perhaps?
Have you heard: it's a revolution
A renaissance
I am reborn, but not as a mortal
As a god
And I embrace divine existentialism

I breathe in and I breathe power
But I'm still alone
And I guess that's the hardest part

But sometimes when these corporate walls get too tight
I mentally jump!
And now I'm a revolutionist
And now I'm free from mental bondage

Go to this site and learn some stuff, but you might want to use a web-based CGI proxy first as the site is hosted by AOL and there is a disclaimer at the beginning that says...

Warning #1: Under the new police state -- uh, I mean
the new anti-terrorism laws -- accessing this site
automatically opens a file for you at FBI headquarters.
This warning, of course, comes too late. Sorry about
that.

so i wrote a new song called Zu Zu's Pedals. It's kinda based on the movie It's a Wonderful Life. I use the robot (keyboard/drum machine). I'm doing more electronic experimentation these days.

OK... so this weekend:
Friday; saw spiderman with wesley and kevin. out until approx midnight. bed around 1.
Saturday; out with pat and carl. was supposed to see againsttheodds (what happened dan?). ended up at analog shock seeing joe+n and then at cobbs hill. bought jejune cd - this afternoon's malady.
Sunday; lunch with matthews. hilarious. work until 9:15. home 9:30. watched red green and then chef!. bed approx 11:30.
Monday: star wars with josh, nick, audrial and irene. home approx 11:30. bed approx 12:30am.
Today: catching up on my homework and sleep. i'm so glad the year's almost over.